Tuesday, December 29, 2009


the show AVATAR is damn damn damn nice la!!!
like seriously although its freakin long...
but i loved it...
haha maybe cos its the tpy cinema...
the chairs all that weren't so comfortable...
i've learnt my lesson..
will go watch movies at better cinemas!!!!
the alien race is damn cool can...
and i soooo love the graphics!!!
like seriously!!!
super nice!!!
and this show is wayyyy nicer then new moon
haix...
disappointed man...with new moon...
how i wish they had stuck with the female director who directed twilight...
at least the cast wouldn't look sooooo weird...
far tooo white...
but...to end off the post nicely...
SHELOCK HOMELS is damn nice la...
seriously...
hahahah

Monday, December 28, 2009


i sooooo wan that cam la...
but there are so many rumors flying around and i dunno wad to believe...
but still if i believe one of them and that particular one seriously seems super possible lor...
cos of that irritating behaviour totally can't stand that irritating person
like so annoying
everything also cannot
and you only care bout the end product
how bout the process
thats important too
without the process its like we will never learn anything and will continue to make the same mistakes over and over and like there is no room for improvement because there will never be a chance to
and talkin as if its soooo easy you lift a finger and help la!
wads wrong with helpin the other department when they are busy and we are not so busy
its like we are a team lor
where's the team sprit there
everything flushed down the drain with every change of GM?
all the so called SOPs or mottos of the company all gone la
no one really practices already wad
like as though anyone cares
the culture is SOOOOO not there lor...
annoyed...

Friday, December 18, 2009


its been so long since i have the energy to blog sia...
haha
but i'm like super happy today...
cos after beating myself up for sooooo long thinking i lost my favourite ring
I FINALLY FOUND IT IN THE POCKET OF MY SHORTS!!!!!!
hahahhaah
happy

Friday, November 20, 2009


argh!!!its killin me!!!
why is there no subs!!!!
how to watch like that...
arghhhh
waiting for subs....

Tuesday, November 17, 2009


damnanation!!!
candy got me soooo hooked on the show you're beautiful (korean drama)
damn freaking nice la...
and the main character is super cute!!!(guy)
and so is the other one!!!(girl)
dunno their names but the whole thing centres around these 5 ppl
damn freakin nice...
irritating look on the guy's face but still cute haha..

anyways scalded my rite hand..
now everything is so hard to do...
sian diao...
can't even bathe properly...
cos tooo freakin pain....
still damn read too... :(
but i have super nice frens who help me wrap my hand when its sooo freakin pain...
thanks daniel and thanks kevin for the aloe vera cream!!!
hope it will recover soon!!!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009


supposed to go cycling/roller blading with HR, HY and K yesterday...
but...
weather not very nice and kent had to work...
so instead of cycling in the rain...
we went to meet D, SX and BY at mos burger for dinner...
and after that walked to grand cathay to buy our movie ticks and ate ben and jerrys
haha sick still eat...
but damn shiok sia...
we watched watch sister's keeper
super touching can...
didn't wan to cry that much but did it anyways...
damn nice la...
haha and HR was there watchin the waterworks..
tryin not to laugh at the woman who had to much to eat and me crying...
haha...
then without enough sleep...
i went for work today...
shitty day la seriously...
went to work with a heavy head...
then cos V took urgent leave we were kinda short staffed..
with me being the only one from morning shift...
lucky E came in early for work then the midnight stayed until 12nn..
like wa..thank goodness man...
but seriously la...
wads up with the pushin lor...
i know u wan me to complete my tasks quickly...
but if i dun do it correctly doin it quickly doesn't serve any purpose wad..
like when i was doing the milk jugs today...
spill like almost all the milk jugs cos the thing was uneven
fucking shit la...

Monday, November 2, 2009


its all a secret.......













好自卑哦

我觉得。。。
我的妄想症又开始了。
不知为何，
我最近很爱哭。
刚刚在车为了小事而哭
现在边写边流泪
可能是太操劳了
然后想太多
还有感觉自己好像没人缘
没有朋友似的
我觉得自己很没用
没有能力去reconnect with frens
觉得自己好差经
没那本事去梗人沟通
之际差经就算了
为设么还要想那么多
越想自己越气
我觉得自己好像认为己一个人活，没朋友在是 ok 的
要不然为设么自己还没盖这个习惯呢？
还是说我已经习惯没有人依赖的感觉了。。。

Sunday, October 25, 2009


i'm starting to think that i have commitment issues...

and work is really killing my body man...

havin back pain and i hit a nerve on my lower back...

can things get worse?

feet hurts too...

Tuesday, October 20, 2009


i'm single again haha...
being tooo fickled...
but we are both on a common understanding that this can't go on...
so we are still talkin ...
haha

had a shitty day at work
made a mistake and like got reprimanded in front of everyone...
but sian..
didn't care bout it liao...
who cares...
anyways gotta go rest le...

Thursday, October 15, 2009


its been a while since i've blogged..
been busy...
have been havin afternoon shifts these 3 days...
tired...
but should be ending soon...will have my morning shift on saturday...
super sleepy and tired man...
maybe havin an office r/s is not such a good idea...
word gets around man..
and the teasing happens haha...
but oh wells..i'll get over it..
after all there is 4 months left..

Friday, October 9, 2009


damn shack sia...
tired tired tired and more tiredness...
seriously...
work sucks la...
haha actually in the morning is so much better..haha
like the morning shift more...

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


arh damn it...
dunno why...
feel so dead at work...
need to really find out man..
today i didn't sms...
didn't talk much...
didn't eat much...
didn't do much...
did 1.5 hrs of pantry clearing...
fuck shit la seriously...
dunno wads wrong with me...
i think like i really get my energy from doin those things...
i need laughter...talk...and FOOD...
without all these...
i'll die...damn cui la...seriously

Tuesday, October 6, 2009


now i know why ppl say study for as long as u can....
cos work really sucks..
ok it doesn't really suck that bad...
but jus...
its really hard to grow in such a short time...
like i know i have to learn to be a working adult...
and to like grow out of being a student...
but its hard la...
to jus throw that part of me away...
sad to say...
its damn hard to do...
time to reflect and learn...
when to speak and when not to..
when to do things and when not to...
how to put personal stuff aside and concentrate on work...
how to be open minded enough to take the jokes and play around when expected...
learn fast and efficient...
know how to do wads expected...
and last of all...
listen to wad ppl say and learn from it.

Monday, October 5, 2009


haven't updated in 2 days....
wellls lets see...
on fri he lost his phone...
mine jus died...
didn't have enough sleep, only 2 hrs + ba...
then super long day on sat...
jie's wedding...
though tiring but got ang paos hahaha yay
then again...not enough sleep...
was talkin to him on msn...
since we didn't see each other much..
all i wanted and got was a hug...in a week hehe..
but satisfied la...
love hugs...
then today ate LOTSA food
hahaha
being fed is nice...
but lucky i get enough exercise during the day hehe...
better control man...
otherwise i'll turn FAT!!!
which is not good..

Friday, October 2, 2009


damn sleepy
been packin my bag for daddy's house...
have been moving around my room so much that i bathe like never bathe like that...
sian diao

movin fast or slow...
i really dun no
u say slow down...
but can u really take my slow...

Thursday, October 1, 2009


had a bad day
sing a sad song jus to turn it around...
was feelin like that jus now but...
thinkin bout it...
i dun really know why my mood changed like that..
and confirm not pms...
cos its skippin again...
damn....
jus cos of exams...and now its like that again...
shit.

Monday, September 28, 2009


i'm home...
like finally...
wanna sleep le...
but hardly get to talk to him..
so now msn-ing him...
hehe...
got loads of unanswered qns..
but not gonna ask...

Sunday, September 27, 2009


i'm like officially together with him...
not sure how things are goin to work out...
but i'm gonna try...
will make the most of these 2 months...
work was slow...
didn't do much...
like seriously...
damn slow...
even though we are right beside the track...

Saturday, September 26, 2009


such a tiring day...
dunno is cause i dun have enough sleep or jus that my mense coming...
sian...
though there was so much fun and laughter jus now...
after a while...
i got sick of it...
and kinda broke down in front of my colleague...
didn't wan to cry there...
but i really need an outlet...
i need my hugs!!!

Thursday, September 24, 2009


after dental i went to the hospital to visit baby julian!!!
so cute la...
my new baby cousin!!!wootz
so much hair for a baby hehe...
pic below...



now...i'm back home...and i have to do my e-journal...
annoying little thing...
hope i have things to say man...haha